Sabrina you have major serious issues that you should direct to professional counseling. You are Obsessed with him and not in love with him. If he had been in love with you, he would have stayed with you. By your statements you are possessive which could drive anyone anyway. Your vindictive and he should press charges against you for defamation. Your immature and childish because you have taken the time to splatter your hurt allover the internet of this man. Part of being a mature adult is to accept live and its disappointments and move on. Your are slightly neurotic, unstable, jealous and insecure. You have some serious issues and need to get help. Try prozac and try getting a life. You are sick puppy and need help!